We had decided to keep the baby but once I decided to stay in my parents' house throughout the pregnancy a lot of things changed. My entire family didn't want me to keep the baby. I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend and making a rational decision of aborting my baby. I felt so pressured from my mom. It has been almost 2 months since I had the abortion, I regret it every second and I also regret telling my boyfriend I had a miscarriage. I feel so guilty and so angry; I hate seeing pregnant women and babies. There's not a day goes by that I don't think of when I heard the baby's heartbeat.