I'm 19 years old and I think that I might be pregnant.
As I wasn't using any form of protection/ prevention, I had ended up taking E.C (morning after pill) 4 times in about 6 weeks. I haven't taken a pregnancy test as I don't have the courage to do so. The worst part; I'm from a muslim family, I have 2 older brothers and I will be put on the street the second my family finds out. As for the guy I was with, we had agreed that if I ever fell pregnant by him, he would pay for the abortion.
Knowing I'd regret it for the rest of my life. I still believe I'd go ahead with the abortion. Whether it would be a medical or surgical abortion, I'd still need to hide the situation at home. This means I'd have to come home as per normal. I guess I could handle the bleeding as if it were a heavy period. But the pa in? I'd still have to do my cooking, cleaning etc. It's just hard. I guess I am overthinking but I'm very confused. Help?