I'd love to have a baby with my boyfriend but my mother wouldn't allow it

I had a medical abortion on 08/03/11 when I was 7½ weeks pregnant and think I saw the placenta.

They did different blood test and scan, although they did not show me the scan. I ask the lady but she keep telling me that it was only tissue.

Anyway, I come home after my second pill feeling sick and dizzy. After 10 mins I had the most painful cramps and start bleeding in an hour.

Suddenly I felt something come out went to the toilet and saw something that looked like a liver but with grey and red veins. When I touched it it was soft and the size of an apple. There was a white dot in the middle of the apple shape but I did not know what it was. 

My cramping stopped and I was able to sleep and after I wake up I think I saw the placenta. It was really hard to deal with but after few days I just have back pain with normal bleeding like the period and no cramps.

I just want to know what it was that I saw. Any who know please send me feedback thank.

Don't get wrong I love to have a baby me and my boyfriend, but my mother would not allow us and she will make me have an abortion because of that reason I just had without telling her.