I took a few weeks to make my decision and felt really sure it was the right thing

I had an abortion just over two weeks ago. I took a few weeks to make my decision and I felt really sure that I was doing the right thing. Now I can't sleep for thinking about how things could've been.

I feel I've made a huge mistake

I'm taking everything out on my boyfriend and I can't bring myself to explain to him or anyone close to me that I feel I've made a huge mistake.

Unfortunately a few things went wrong during the procedure (medical) and I saw the fetus which was just over 12 weeks into the pregnancy.

This really is the most horrific thing that's ever happened to me. I was warned it was possible and of how it would look but I'm not sure anything can prepare you for something like that.

The weird thing is though, I didn't feel pregnant until I saw it, and by then it was too late.

I recommend that before going through with an abortion, you're perfectly aware of what it entails. The route of a medical abortion was made out to sound a lot less harmful emotionally and physically. Inbetween seeing the fetus, the placenta getting stuck on my cervix and all of the blood and gore, I really wish I had opted for a surgical procedure.