I'm 17 years old and I'm pregnant again

So I'm 17 years old, and I'm in a one year relationship with my amazing boyfriend.
6 months ago I had an abortion with him. It was the hardest thing ever, my family was super supportive, but now I am pregnant again and have no options.
I just signed a scholarship with a university volleyball team for next year, and I'm accepted into pre medicine there as well, with aspirations in becoming a Doctor.
Some would say I have a bright future but you can't say that without looking at my horrible past.
My mum is beyond frustration and upset at me. She and my boyfriend are the only ones who know.
**I need a second abortion but I don't want to go through that.** I'm 6 weeks and the guy who did my abortion last time was horrible!
I guess I just wanted some support here. My decision is made. I hate feeling like this but I know I deserve it.

Editor's Comment

I'm sorry you are in this position again, and I imagine you are looking at your gains and losses and feeling that you have too much to lose if you continued with the pregnancy. There seems to be a part of you that still regrets having to make this decision. If you would like to talk it through with someone to be sure please log onto Online Advisor.

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