Pregnancy after a rape at 13.
A few months later when I found out I was pregnant I was considering abortion. My Mom said it was my choice.
My family wasn't mad at me because I didn't want to have my first time yet. My friend was there for me and she understood that it was caused by rape because it was.
I was so stressed. I was only in the 8th grade and I was going to be a mother unless I done something.
I looked abortion up on the computer and read what it does. I couldn't do it. It would hurt me and my baby's soul.
I told my family I was gonna go through with it. They were shocked but then said they would do nothing but support me my whole way through. So did ALL my friends.
When I was about 8 months pregnant I had to be put on bed rest just in case. They didn't tell me if I was having a boy or a girl. I didn't wanna know until he or she was born. My mom got the baby's room set up and everything.
None of this was my fault, it was the man's. .. I remember the feeling of the baby kicking always made me giggle. I always thought he or she was trying to talk to me. I sang to the baby a lot when it was in my belly.
I remember in labor oh how HORRIBLE the pain was. My mom and my friends were in the waiting room.
My 20 year old sister (she is now 22) whom I am very close to was in the room with me. I remember the high pitched crying of my beautiful baby boy
I held my son for the very first time soo happy I went through with the pregnancy.He was (and still is) beautiful.
I have been struggling taking care of him through school and such, but my parents helped alot. I know some day when I am older when I move in with my future husband and son that we will have the best life together, maybe even have another baby!
Right now I don't worry about that. I did my best to raise my little son who looks a lot like me! :)
Now I'm in the 10th grade and have a two year old son. My boyfriend loves him. He always says that he can't wait till we move out and for my son to be his step-son. I love my son with all my heart. He is so funny. I love talking to him and making him laugh everyday. He can walk but he falls down a few times.
So if you get pregnant don't abort your child. You will never know how much you will love your child. I am going to print this out so when my boyfriend and I are married and my son is older I will read this to them. My other children that I have not met yet will know this story as well. Mommy loves you <3