16 and 9 weeks pregnantBy anonymous on 06/05/2012
I'm 16, and about nine weeks pregnant, a few people know including my tutor, some close friends and my 18 year old bf.
I feel the need to share my story as I feel I am different to everyone else.
My whole life I've always believed in abortion, and if I were to get pregnant before 26 then I would have a termination.
I've been with my boyfriend for 3 months and when I told him I was pregnant he cried with happiness.
He so badly wants me to keep it which makes everything so much harder.Since the scan about two weeks ago I find myself looking at my stomach and smiling, wondering if it's a boy or girl and wondering about the life it would have with us.
I have my termination in 5 days and have been crying every night for the last week. I'm so scared and alone even though my boyfriend is supporting me. It upsets me and I often think myself as a killer.
I strongly recommend using protection, more than just a condom. As no one who is unready for a child should have to go through this decision making and loneliness.