An abortion at 19 and pregnant again
My boyfriend and I found out I was pregnant when I was 19. I'm 20 now, not even a year later I think about it everyday.
It's hard because I remember everything. I was awake through my whole procedure, and feeling scared. They didn't even let my boyfriend come back and hold my hand. Instead I had a stranger there. I was uncomfortable and scared. Not a day goes by when I don't think of it.
I just found out I'm pregnant again. This time I want to keep it but I just can't afford it. He want me to have another abortion. I'm scared about going through that again. I don't want to lose anyone, unborn or not.