One year on...an update.By anonymous on 13/10/2012
Time has gone quick, this time last year on 22 September, Me and boyfriend then 18 and 19 were looking at a positive pregnancy test. At first we were happy but then reality crept in. I wrote here in October last year explaining my termination at 7 weeks 6 days at BPAS. I was finding it very hard. There wouldn't be a day I didn't think about what I'd done. A year later and it has got easier but I do still think about the baby every day and I still have the pregnancy test in its box tucked away in a draw. This September I found tough as I was actually pregnant and as the termination date approaches in October I find myself replaying everything that happened. I wasn't pushed into the termination by my boyfriend or our families, but where I was so scared I just went along with it as if I was in my own little bubble.