I have decided to have an abortion.
Editor's CommentYou have had a very sad and destructive experience in this relationship, and I suppose it was only when you faced a crisis that you discovered what this man was really like. As you say he was totally absorbed with his own feelings without finding out how you felt about the pregnancy. It will be difficult for you going through another abortion when you had started making arrangements for the baby.
If you want to talk this through, or get some support please make contact with a pregnancy choices advisor through the helpline, or Online counsellor.