I had an abortion 3 years back and I still hate myself for it today.
I was 17 years old and when my mother found out she immediately forced to have one. Part of me is angry at her for forcing me when she had her 1st child at 17 but she's my mother and I understand that she thought it was best.
I had a medical abortion. My boyfriend still wants a baby and so do I but its like it can't happen.
So now not only am I cheating on him but I also have unprotected sex with those guys in the hope that I might fall pregnant. To date I've had sex with almost 8 different guys and had a pregnancy scare with all of them. This is stupid and I'm stopping it but after losing a baby you can get really desperate!