I had an abortion two months ago.
I'm 21 unemployed and my boyfriend is unemployed too. I really wanted to keep the baby at all cost but my guy's family didn't want anything to do with me or my baby and being a single mum was out of the question. I was threatened by his family.
He stood by my side but I couldn't take the emotional turmoil anymore. On the 4th of February, I had a medical abortion. The pregnancy was roughly two weeks and three days. I became depressed afterwards but I really dont regret it that much. The abortion made me realise how much I wanted a baby.
I believe that when the time is right, I'll have wanted and planned kids and give them the best in life. I can't help feeling sad and depressed sometimes. I miss my baby so much. I know I made the right decision but I can't help feeling bad sometimes. I never knew I'd be in this position ever in my life. Is it possible for life to get back to normal after this? Is there hope for me? I'm so so sad.