I had a medical termination on Saturday.By anonymous on 07/04/2014
I had a medical termination on Saturday.
I went for the 1st pill but spat it out twice, 3rd time I swallowed it. Sunday morning I put the misoprostol x4 in, but by 11am I was in a/e as my placenta had blocked my cervix and I was in shock, dangerously ill, doctors had to pull everything out of me along with 2 litres of blood, to save my life. This was done awake with no pain relief as there wasn't time, the pain is the most horrendous thing I have ever faced, even after 2 previous difficult long births. Later Sunday evening I felt something come out... I looked and there was my perfectly formed 8+5 week old baby staring up at me with perfectly formed arms, legs fingers, clean and perfect, I am totally destroyed :-( I no longer deserve to breathe, I should have bled to death, I wish I had, I will not live with this. I have 2 daughters 16 and 6 but I cannot go on, please be careful of the dangers, I nearly died and had to suffer doctors putting instruments inside my open cervix whilst awake with no pain relief, Karma I believe...... I can't/won't live with this any longer.