I never thought I would have an abortion.
Well as for me I was scared of my family, people at church and the bottom line is my boyfriend didn't want the baby.
I had pains after they put a pill there and didn't think I would see my baby. I thought it would only be a blood test but I had a scan and I couldn't get over that picture. He had his father's head and big beautiful eyes and I saw everything but very small. I love my baby still and just wish he had come at a different space of time with someone who would've wanted the baby. I'm hurting, tired, have mixed emotions. I'm just finding it hard to get over.