The thought of keeping the baby was not an option for him.
Editor's CommentI am sorry that you felt so powerless, and felt that you had no voice to say what you were feeling about your pregnancy. I think many women feel very vulnerable and emotional during the early stages of pregnancy, when hormone levels are changing rapidly. These changes can make it more difficult to express your thoughts and feelings.
It is good that you are now trying to get help to process these painful emotions, and I hope this helps you. If you need more support it is available, for post abortion support. or call the abortion support helpline on 0300 4000 999.