Every day, I think about the abortion I had in 1992
I had an abortion on the 28th January 1991, there is not one single day I have ever not thought about it.
Myself and my husband had two children, the youngest being just 6 months. When I look back I thought it was what I wanted, but I was just so rushed I never had time to think. If there was a time I could go back to, it would be then.
I went into such a severe depression that I was put into a hospital at the time when I would have had the child. I had such feelings of guilt. I couldn't talk to anyone as I hadn't told them.
I blamed my husband for making me do it. We split up 12 months later for 3 years, but we got back together and spoke about it for the first time.
Even when I write this, I am crying. Please think about this before you do it. You can't put the clock back unfortunately.
This story was sent in on 08/11/2006