I am a 20 year old girl who had an abortion in february 2009!
It sounds as though you felt pressurised by your boyfriend into making your decision to have an abortion. This often leads to sadness and regret, and your anger and guilt are very typical of post abortion stress. There is an excellent post abortion support called 'The Journey' that would help you to work through some of the grief you are dealing with. Many pregnancy centres offer this programme and I think it would really help you. Look on the web site to see if there is a centre near you that offers this, or call us on the national helpline 0300 4000 999.