It is two week since I terminated my pregnancy a choice I totally regret.
One of the most difficult things is to consider carrying on with the pregnancy alone. The response of the father is often a big factor in the decision and you may have felt fearful of trying to cope alone. I am very sad that you were not directed to a counselling service. The recommendation is that everyone receives counselling before an abortion because it is such a big decision. It may have helped you to have someone independent helping you to work out what support was available for you, if you wanted to continue the pregnancy. It is hard to make a good decision when you are under pressure. You are feeling a lot of grief and regret now and I hope you will be able to get some support to help you come to terms with this. Please do access help through the website by phone, online, or looking up a local centre who offer post abortion support