I'm 17 and I've just found out I'm pregnant!
I still don't know what I want.I don't think I could live with myself if I get rid of it, but I'm scared of becoming a mother. I still don't know what I want. I have only told my partner and a few close friends. I have not told my family.
My sister had a little baby girl 6 months ago, and sadly she only lived for 4 weeks. So my family are still grieving for her, which is also another reason why I do not want to get rid of it. My sister would do anything to have her baby girl back! And I think me getting rid of one is just selfish! I don't think I would ever be able to look my sister in the face again! I don't think she would ever forgive me!
My partner has a pretty decent job he brings in enough to support a baby. But I don't think he is ready to give up his luxuries to do so. He drives, and had a very supportive family, so its not like we couldn't actually do it because I believe we could. I am in my second year of college but my college has daycare place that I could take my baby if I kept it. So I could still go to college and sort myself out.
Sorry for the essay! I really need some advice. Please HELP! X