Hi, I’m not sure why telling I’m telling my story. I just hope I’m not alone, I guess.
Editor’s note: Thanks for telling us about your situation…it seems you are really suffering. It also seems there are many layers to how you are feeling and I wonder how much help you have had so far. I would like to put you in touch with the Life Centre in Chichester who may be able to give you the support you need. They offer telephone counselling on Sunday, Monday and Thursday between 7.30 and 10pm. The number is 01243 779196. The website is www.lifecentre.uk.com.