A sad loss.

A week ago I was informed that I was pregnant to be exact 5 weeks and 2 days, then four days later sharp pain and a lot blood.
What hurt me the most is that at first I was going to abort my baby but when I decide to keep my little bug it happen.
Even though you never seen your baby, get to touch your baby it still makes you feel lost.
I don't know how many times someone then said "it wasn't your time" or "God has a plan" why do you get to say that? Who is you, telling me that? I know people mean well but don't give me that.
You don't know how it feels to wonder what your baby could have been or who it could have look like! It hurt likes hell when I watch movies and see friends/family post pics of their babies wishing that it was me. I never knew what it felt like to lose something so close until my miscarriage. I cry every time I wonder what if and the sad thing is you can never forget.

Editor's Comment

It is a tragic loss when you miscarry however early in a pregnancy, you have often dreamt and imagined life with your new baby, and you feel bereaved if the pregnancy fails. I agree that often it doesn't help when people try to comfort you. Please call the helpline if you need some support for your loss, 0300 4000 999.

This story was sent in on 10/12/2014

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