I'm 16 and was 2 months when I had my abortion
When I found out I was pregnant it didn't feel real, and I didn't know what to do or who to tell. It took me days to be able to finally tell my Mum as I was so scared of what she would say. Thankfully she didn't go mad and supported me. I wasn't sure on my decision at first, but I thought that having an abortion was the best thing to do.
I decided to go through with the abortionI had days where I kept changing my mind, but the day came where it had to be made and I decided to go through with the abortion. I thought it was for the best. I had it two days ago and now I think that I should not have gone through with it, and wish I hadn't. I regret it and I now can't turn back the time. I just wish I had more time to have decided.
I felt soo rushed and at the end I now feel terrible and just want to put my hand on my stomach and hope I'm still pregnant. I just feel empty and can't stop thinking about the life that I got rid of that was growing inside me. If I had a wish I'd wish for it to be back. I don't know what to do anymore or how I'm ever going to carry on without my baby please help.x