I had a medical termination at 9 weeks on 8th February 07 and every single day I regret it.
Editor’s note: Thanks for telling us your story…you seem to be in a great deal of pain, not only because you feel betrayed by your boyfriend but also because you have been deeply affected by what you saw. It is all very raw for you, isn’t it? Sadness, anger and regret all mixed together. There is hope for you despite your pain - you need to take one tiny step towards it. Ring the helpline, or your nearest centre or use online advisor to talk to someone who understands and cares.