I was eighteen years old when I found out I was pregnant.
I never ever wanted to get an abortion, and I was tormented when his mom would only talk about abortion. I was definitely not going the route of adoption, I would rather just have my own child with me, and I was planning on keeping the baby when I told him I was pregnant. Though, once his mom started talking to him about abortion, he started to agree with her on that I should get an abortion, and I was pressured not to tell my mom by his mom.
His mom didn't want me ruining his life this young with a babyHowever, that was what she was doing to me, ruining my life. They told my mom I was going to stay with her because she was going to get tested for several things when literally, they were driving me to get an abortion.
Once there, I was an emotional turmoil inside, but I displayed nothing outside. When I got the ultrasound, I cried, knowing what I was doing, what I was forced to do.
When it was over, his parents acted like nothing had happened at all, shopping at Fry's and looking at electronics. My mom found out I was back in town when I was suppose to still be in another city, and all hell broke lose when she found out what had happened. My dad and mom were disappointed I didn't go to them, but they will never forgive what his mom did to them and me.
Now, more than a year later, my fiance[we're still together, despite everything and I don't blame him] regrets deeply what had happened, he also claims his mom is sorry, but I don't believe she is. I don't think I could ever forgive her for what she did. He doesn't understand the full extent of how I feel, or what is wrong with me. I severely miss my little baby and wish I hadn't been forced into it.