I found out I was pregnant at 4 weeks
It's a horrible thing to go through alone.I tried to get some rest took codeine and prepared myself for the worst with a hot water bottle sugary snacks (as that's all I could stomach) and plenty of fluids. I fell asleep with a towel underneath my bum and awoke to pains similar to contractions, and that's when I felt the blood running and pass, within minutes I had given birth to a 7 week old foetus in my maternity pad. After rushing to the bathroom I saw it laying on the pad. **I could make out it's hands, fingers, feet, toes, eyes, ears, mouth, body, and everything.** I cried for hours at what I had witnessed.
They tell you not to look and to flush it down the toilet but as soon as you see it the thought of flushing your baby down the loo after essentially killing it will wreck you. I held it in my hands and wept for hours whilst deciding what to do with it and the most humane way to dispose of my unborn child. I would never wish this situation upon any one.