I'm already in love with my baby
Editor's CommentThis sounds a very sad a difficult position to be in. You are having to choose between your family and your relationship and the baby. It may be very difficult for you to live with the regret of this decision for the rest of your life.
I wonder if you have thought about talking to your parents? I understand this might be very hard but equally it is possible that they could come to terms with your relationship and your baby.