I was 12 weeks 1 day pregnant when I had my termination... I cry everyday
I am so sorry you are so distressed after your termination. It sounds as though you were under a lot of pressure to choose that option and perhaps you did not have the time and space to think about your decision, and what the baby meant to you. Seeing the image on a scan makes it hard to stop thinking about it because you always have that picture in your mind. Men often think very rationally about a decision like this, whereas women may be more in touch with their heart, and what their instincts, or values are telling them.
I think when you feel strong enough it would help you to talk to a post-abortion advisor and get some help and support. A lot of the things you describe are common in post-abortion stress, and I think you are already going through a grieving time for what you have lost. Do contact the helpline or a centre in your area. There are advisors who can help you.