My daughter would be 3 years old tomorrow

My daughter would be 3 years old tomorrow. I get married on Sunday was supposed to be tomorrow, I thought maybe having something else to be happy for on that day would help. I have no idea how I'm gonna cope thought I'd be fine but today 'it's' hit me so hard I havent cried this much in 2 years. Took me so long to be able to cope and thought I was there but I'm not. I need to walk down the aisle Sunday knowing that my daughter should be there and at that age she would have been a flower girl to, well happy birthday Jesicca love you xx

Editor's Comment

Well done you for trying to move on with your life. Anniversaries are very hard and having your wedding around the anniversary was very brave. It is so hard to think about what could have been, and sometimes when you make an initial decision you don't know what the future holds for you. I'm sure it will be a very bitter-sweet occasion for you but I wish you every happiness for the future. If you feel that we can help you with some of your unresolved feelings please contact us 0300 4000 999, or follow the link to find a centre for post abortion support in your area.

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