A second pregnancy after an abortion in February.By anonymous on 25/11/2011
Hello I feel ashamed even as I write this, because I had an abortion at the beginning of this year in February.
Now I have found myself pregnant again! I am in exactly the same position as I was when I decided to have an abortion last time. My partner has told me he wouldn't support me with this child unless I stay in relationship with him, but I've only been with him 3 months and it hasn't been going well!
I already have 1 child who I find it difficult to provide for, and I am scared I can't cope alone with 2 children.
When I had the last termination I found it very very upsetting and felt guilty and depressed, but did eventually realise it was the best decision for my child and myself.
Now I've got myself pregnant again and I'm totally devastated because I swore I'd never do that again but I'm too scared to go ahead with this pregnancy! after the last termination I think on a subconscious level I was wanting to get pregnant again now I am I can't cope.