A 21 year old single mum who is pregnant again
I split up with my children's father in May then not long after got in a relationship with a new man. Our relationship wasn't working for me. I was being controlled, told what I could or couldn't do, who I could and couldn't see.
We had only been together for 2 months he is a very jealous guy and gets very angry easily. 2 weeks ago I finally finished with him for good, but now I've just found out I am pregnant again, about 5-6 weeks along.
I had an abortion in January last year and have regreted it ever sinceI was very depressed after my abortion and felt very guilty and selfish, and I still think about it everyday. I don't think I will ever get over it completely, however my dilemma now is that I am stuck in a ditch and I don't know what to do. I am scared that if I keep this baby I will be terrorised and even more controlled by my ex.
My ex's mum also lives directly across the road from me. I can see in her windows and she can see in mine, but since we split I have had them at my door, one night kicking off and bringing 2 girls round to batter me.