By some miracle I am pregnant
By anonymous on 25/01/2012I am 25. I have been single for a year, and around Xmas I did something I DON'T do, I had a one night stand with a guy who is travelling. (well, 3 nights really..) a week ago I found out I'm pregnant.
At first I was really happy, as I've had fertility issues in the past. My ex fiancé and I spent over a year trying to have kids but nothing happened. I had all kinds of tests done to figure out why it wasn't working but got no answers. I have also had a few early miscarriages, all within the first 5 weeks. I had pretty much resigned myself to the fact I wasn't able to have kids.
But by some miracle I'm pregnant, but the circumstances aren't ideal.I told the father yesterday, he was shocked to say the least. He doesn't want me to have the baby, has offered to travel back and pay for an abortion, even come with me for the procedure. He has flights booked to his home country for 3 weeks time, which doesn't give me a lot of time to make such a huge decision.
I'm starting to think he is right in wanting an abortion, I got pregnant this time so what's to say it won't happen down the track with the right person, when it's planned?
I'm so confused, I wanted to have this baby up until I spoke to the father. It made me realise it isn't only my choice I have to take his feelings into consideration too. If anyone has any words of wisdom please share, I'm going out of my mind trying to figure out what to do alone :(