I don't want it. I hate it. Not sure how to explain why.

I have 2 girls and a boy... but I never wanted girls. Still, don't. After being told I'd never have more guess what I'm pregnant and it's another girl. I don't want it. I hate it. Not sure how to explain why.

I have a hard enough time connecting with the 2 I already have (8 & 6). My boy though is my world, my pride and joy.

Adoption is not an option... and it's too far along to abort. I feel lost and sad and very disappointed.

If it had been a boy I'd have been so very happy. Now I'm just sad wishing I had never gotten pregnant. I hate this baby. Feel not even an ounce of love or compassion for it. Just wish it would die or go away.


Find your nearest Crisis Pregnancy counselling


I really want this baby but I'm scared the father will resent me »

The father is jobless with 3 other kids and says abortion is best…

Help & support

If you're struggling through a situation similar to this abortion story, or have been affected by issues in the past, no matter how long ago, help is available.

Get free, sensitive & confidential help at your nearest centre:

Story Categories

Abortion Adoption Baby Loss Crisis Pregnancy Keeping my baby Men's Stories Miscarriage Stories Teenage Pregnancy

Tell your story

The information submitted in the stories section is generated solely by the public.

Would you like to tell other people about your experiences?