I wrote back in February; a 26 year old scared to tell momBy anonymous on 12/05/2009
I wrote back in February; a 26 year old scared to tell mom. So I told my brother and my mom's brother. Both are very supportive of this. I am currently 25 weeks pregnant!
Baby is fine but I am still not showing all that much. So I guess bottom line is: I still have not told my mother yet. I know, I know I need to and she will find out regardless. I don't know why I can't bring myself to say something.
My fiancé and I are going to get a place at the end of June. Both my brother and uncle understand why I haven't said anything yet. I thought by telling them and getting the support it would be easier to say something.
I know it is bad to say but if I could wait until he was born I would. It is just so nice to do this and not have my mom to bring me down in disapproval.
However I see all these "proud grandmas" and it makes me sad that I cannot have her supporting me. She would be angry at my fiancé whom she hates, and I don't know if I can handle the disappointment right now.
Is there any light at the end of this tunnel? I feel so pathetic but I can't help but feel this way!!!