I lost my baby
By anonymous on 28/06/2013
I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years, and I am 17 years old, although we always wanted children we knew we had to wait until we could manage it on our own. We had no intentions of getting pregnant so young.May 5th we had an "oops" moment, but I was on birth control so I didn't think anything of it. A few weeks went by, and I started to have really light pink/brown blood, I didn't think anything of it until one Saturday I was at work and I had just realized I haven't liked any food, I've been feeling terrible and so on. So I decided to take a pregnancy test around 1, it was positive. I called my best friend,and freaking out I went to her house, so scared I didn't have any clue what to do, all I could do was calculate my dates, I was 7 weeks.
Even though I knew it would have been extremely difficult I began to love my baby, over the next few hours I didn't know what to do think or say. Around 11:30 that night, I began bleeding really heavy and having excruciating pains, I had been through this once before, I knew what was happening. I remember texting my best friend and saying "my worst fear is happening, I absolutely can't believe it." By 12:30 that night I could feel my body opening, and around 12:40 it happened.
