I lost my baby
May 5th we had an "oops" moment, but I was on birth control so I didn't think anything of it. A few weeks went by, and I started to have really light pink/brown blood, I didn't think anything of it until one Saturday I was at work and I had just realized I haven't liked any food, I've been feeling terrible and so on. So I decided to take a pregnancy test around 1, it was positive. I called my best friend,and freaking out I went to her house, so scared I didn't have any clue what to do, all I could do was calculate my dates, I was 7 weeks.
Even though I knew it would have been extremely difficult I began to love my baby, over the next few hours I didn't know what to do think or say. Around 11:30 that night, I began bleeding really heavy and having excruciating pains, I had been through this once before, I knew what was happening. I remember texting my best friend and saying "my worst fear is happening, I absolutely can't believe it." By 12:30 that night I could feel my body opening, and around 12:40 it happened.