I sadly had a miscarriage in 2007 and my life has never been the same again.
The dad found it so hard to deal with my grief and his own that he left me.
I've slowly moved on from him but the baby is still on my mind. I've got a great partner now who I love, but it is just this giant loss that has affected me badly. I'm scared of pushing him away like I did before, please tell me this gets easier. I know it sounds like depression but I've never tried to kill myself or anything. I just try to work hard to block it out. Could do with a talk with someone who has experienced a miscarriage.