I got drunk, had unprotected sex, and now I want to cry about it

Stupid 15 year girl. So I got drunk had sex and liked it... Now I want to cry about it.

I've always said I want to wait till I'm 17 but I'm also a risk taker, spur of the moment kind of person.

So when me and the guy I'm "with" started fooling around I thought why not try it once.

He didn't have condoms and I'm not on the pill but he said he pulled out but I'm still kinda scared.

I really don't know what to do, I liked it but I'm regretting it cause I feel like a slut and because I've always been called slutty even tho this was my first time.

I hate myself for being so stupid and I want all girls reading this to think about what you may feel after it's over cause I didn't and now I'm gonna have to live with this guilt forever.

This story was sent in on 08/07/2015

Editor's comment

If you have unprotected sex you can get pregnant even if the guy 'pulls out'.
This is because sperm leaks out throughout sex, not just at the end.

You need to do a pregnancy test to find out (read more about pregnancy testing) if you are pregnant before you start worrying - find centres offering free pregnancy testing.

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