There was no option, I was not even allowed to discuss keeping "her"

I have two children with my partner of 4 years. When I fell pregnant by complete shock for the 3rd time we knew we couldn't keep "her". There was no option, I was not even allowed to discuss keeping "her".

So I was booked in for a Medical Abortion on Thursday

But on the Monday I started bleeding heavily.

Thanking God that nature had taken its course, I went to the appointment on Thursday thinking I would be told I have lost it.

But I had not, I was still pregnant. They offered me to wait a week and see if nature did take its course, but I didn't want to wait. I took the first pill that day.

Nothing happened.

Went back the following day to have 4 tablets placed inside to start contractions. As soon as I had them in, contractions came thick and fast! I was then sent home.

I could not make it home in the car so begged my partner to stop at Asda and ran to the disabled loo. By now I was in so much pain, I thought I was going to pass out. As soon as I sat on the toilet I needed to push.

No one told me I would have to "give birth"

I can honestly say I have never been so scared! I pushed 4x and loads of different sized clots came out and the pain stopped straight away!

I'm still bleeding and its been 4 days now and still in alot of pain.